its self we must deny,if that is at all possible.I mean even a denial of self is in itself a statement of exposing yourself ,I mean deny self and follow christ,and what happens when you do that? you tend to be mindful of self in an arrogantly self righteous religious way,but perhaps thats not denying self at all,thats not following christ at all.Action speaks louder than words,you can fool yourself into thinking you’re doing an action to help someone but in your sub conscious have the feeling that you are not caring about the person at all but out of duty to your religion.so yes it is tricky.
Its my goal to get there.to finally realise that when im conscious of being a christian than Im not being one at all.
Peace,Love and Light
gadfire